A Letter Awaits

November 22, 2025

Hi Swara,

Happy happy happy happy birthday. I could not be there to give this letter to you in person, so here is my short attempt to show you how much you matter to me. Everyday, somehow, I find a new reason to be grateful that you are in my life. Whether it’s you sending me packing lists or me looking at a great bakery and thinking my swara can make this at home and it will be so much more fun. But I have to be honest, the most fun activity is to think about how my future would be, with you. everytime I think about my future, it is with you, me doing stuff with you, me doing stuff for you, me doing stuff because of you and me doing stuff to you😉. It is just so much fun to think of you as part of my daily life, and I cant wait for this to be a reality. We’ve had an interesting journey to say the least, and we are on an even more interesting journey together. What the journey is and what it would be, does not really matter that much, as long as I get to do it with you. After meeting you, and being with you, I think I get what love means. And I mean what it truly means, because even with all of this time apart, my love for you has only grown, matured and solidified.

All the time spent with you is so much fun, all the random things I get to tell you and all the times we do nonsense and have fun together, I cherish those moments so much. I never really liked video calls, but I look forward to our calls everyday, just because of the nonsense you allow me to do. I can be me around you, and I feel completely safe and at ease. This is such a comfortable feeling and I am so gratefull for you, for all of this. And with all the crazy things we do together, what is less talked about is how much you help me professionally and personally. For you, I want to be a better man and a better (all the roles I will get to experience being a man). Thank you so much swara. You have this quiet, re-assuring, loving and caring aura that just makes me at ease and fuels the desire to be a better me.

And for all of this, and mainly for the reason that you deserve it, I want to spoil you so so so much. I cant wait to do it. I cant wait to take you all great places, spoil you with travel, spoil you with food, spoil you with deserts, spoil you with comfort and spoil you with a very very high Bar ! Not only because you deserve all of this, but because it gives me so much joy to treat you well and I hope I get to do it in person very soon enough. Thank you so much for everything Swara, I love you so so so much. Thank you so much for being with me, taking care of me and thank you so much for being patient in building this life with me. I love you swara, I love you my kuchiku, I love you my girl.

Here is to more times I get to convey this in person.

With love,

Pushkar